Too bad it was fate

Everything that made me comfortable had to do with you. :/ I loved you yes, but its gonna be hard forgetting you. We may not have be perfect for eachother, you were so fimilar to me. I trusted you even though I shouldn't have. You were so bad for me.... but I got used to it. I woke up sick today, and my friend offered to bring me medicine. I was so used to your avoiding me when I was sick that I refused right away. He did something though that pushed you a little farther away from my mind and came over with my favorite tea and spent the whole day with me. Hopefully one day you can be forever away from my mind.

What to do

Okay so I have a really nice friend lets just call him ssb well he is the finest guy I know and for the past days today and yesterday we have been cuddling a lot and today we made out. The thing is, is it was awesome but he wanted to do more. I kinda wanted to too. But it been like 2 weeks since my ex dumped me.  Is it too soon for me to have sex? Me and my ex used to do it 6 or 7 times a day and we used to see eachother like 5 times a week. I think ssb is reallyyyyy attractive and I want to but I'm a little bit scared. Oh god I do wish I can find my answer soon, cause I'm seeing him tomorrow...

Best friends

So my best friend is basically forever :) she has been there for me since the beginning of time, from the time we met at church, to the day I found out she is an atheist, no matter what happens I know I can alway count on her to make me smile. Tonight to make me smile she did the gangnam style dance with me, and then we had British accents and drank ice tea,   she's my skyblu and I'm her redfoo :3 we even made our own secret handshake :) thank you Courtney I love you soo much :)

Go away ss

So is there anyway I can just get away from you, yeah I get it its over, but your memories don't have to fucking linger all the time. I'm so ready to be over you but for almost a year and 5 months of countless trying, you make me wanna say bad things about you, but I'm better then that. I need to find away to clean off my guitar from the together forever you bullshited on there. I really had my life planned around you but all your ever gonna have is commitment issues. Really ss you broke my heart I'm kinda glad that you broke up with me. No matter how much I want you back I'm cutting all ties of you I mean really I deleted your number I unfriended you I deleted all pictures of me and you on my ipod and phone I gave back basically everything including the love I thought you had when I was pregnant :(. Your such a jerk.... so why do I still love you so much, god you make me punch baby lambs and you know how cute baby lambs are.  Fuck well I know you'll never be able to forget me, and honestly it kinda makes me happy ....anyways I'm not gonna be a bitch anymore in this blog but man does it feel good to get it out somewhere.

a new light

So ive had quiet a few boyfriends most of them not major but i really count 7 people. 1st was aarron my first boyfriend aww he was so cute lasted for 3 months then we grew apart. 2nd was jimmy second boyfriend for a month then he dumped me for kallie(the queen hater). 3rd was elijah he was my 11th boyfriend we dated for 3 months then he dumped me for kallie. 4th was wayne on and off for almost 2 years. most of the times i broke up with him but the last was my fault. 5th was my friend theodore(teddy) 3 months he was prince charming until he started lieing and cheated. 6th was matt aww that was almost a month best month ever i was in love but he wasnt o well. And last but not least is my recent brake up with my ex david broke up with me for kallie and my friend terry (he was bisexual). haha ya i bet theyll have fun together haha also the 3rd guy i told off. im not a mean person but anyways tonight is a new light im going to give hope another chance. i really like to be loved and i finally realized why the day david broke up with me. i dated alot to have someone love me and not just anyone a boy or girl but im picky cause i like to have someone around to help me forget the loss of my father and plus if i live for love i gotta have some hehe. i like to love even if its just friends but its nice just to have someone sometimes that can wrap there arms around you and tell you your beautiful even though you look like crap haha well anyways wish me luck on my search for love or something close to it.

love lots
Tiffeni Roze
XOXO

1st blog

Alrite so this is my first blog. My name is Tiffany rose but i like to spell it differently. im a young high school student going to be a softmore next year. Im pretty smart, quiet till you get to know me , and a major dork. i decided to join this site because well i need something to get out of my system wether its good or not lol. so i think ill tell you a little about me. My best friend is named sydney, shes so close to me that people call us the twins. i have a man best friend too lol. his name is roy hes a big part of my life i care alot about him so much that i found myself falling for him each and every day but i dont want to ruin our friendship so my best thing to do is just keep my mouth shut lol. i have a wonderful mother she is my supporter i always can depend on her there is a couple of secrets i keep from her but not much. I have an overly protective brother that is probally going to be reading these blogs cause lets just say he cares. i have a loving drill sargent of a grandma but we all deal with her nagging and tend to love her dearly. i have 2 monster children growning in my foot steps copying me each day i love them theyre my little brother mikey and sister emma. so well this is wat makes me o and ex boyfriend brake up loss of friends moving from house to house leaveing school then getting back into it music pets more crazy family more crazy friends a soon to be ex stepdad a dead dad and even haters. sigh isnt my life just lovely. hehe well thats all for this blog.

loves lots
Tiffeni Roze
XOXO